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What you would not do, do for love..

          Its quite amazing how I came upon to this. Scribbling my thoughts into this blank text box. Anyways, for these past few weeks I’ve immersed myself in self pity and self loathing. Pathetic right? I’ve been so downright stressed out fustrated that honestly I dont even know where to begin. I’ve been trying to preoccupy myself in other things to avoid the pending truth about my future. Just when I thought things were gonna get easier, it all went downhill. So, I’ve been dealing with bullshit drama.. Bullshit drama as in shit I shouldnt be putting up with, shit I wouldnt be putting up with, if it werent for love. Im not doing as well as I hoped, especially in school. I’ve grown to be quite frankly.. lazy. I think its time for change. I need to put my guidance and savior, God, back into my life. Second, I need to focus on school and stop being such a procastinator. Third, figure something out to do with.. (something not worth mentioning). Fourth, get a damn job. Lastly, not regretting anything I do from this day forward.

“Promise yourself to be so strong that nothing can disturb your peace of mind. Look at the sunny side of everything and make your optimism come true. Think only of the best, work only for the best and expect only the best. Forget the mistakes of the past and press on to the greater achievements of the future. Give so much time to the improvement of yourself that you have no time to criticize others. Live in the faith that the whole world is on your side as long as you are true to the best that is in you.”

Hmm, I feel like a total noob. I totally just spent half my life trying to figure out this whole tumblr craze. Maybe it’ll be beneficial, somewhere to ventilate. Let’s start tomorrow..