March 19, 2010

Black, white, or gray..?

          I often ask myself if I’m making the right decisions. I never saw my life turning out like this. I always tried doing the right thing. But I am constantly shadowed with the fear of the consequences of my actions. What if i regret it in the end? Therefore I always try to step aside, attempt to be patient, and let things fall into place. However I dont want to be a doormat and let life beat me down. Is it time for me to pick myself of and move on? They say, all the things we accept be the things we regret. Sometimes I wonder if anything is ever absolute anymore. Is there still right and wrong? Good and bad? Truth and lies? Or is everything negotiable, left to interpretation and balance. Black, white, or GRAY? D: